The Apex Twin 

Mainly, I was addicted to crystal meth, cocaine, and anything to keep me awake. I really hated the whole process of buying drugs so I kept a lot of them on hand numerous and plenty. My nose suffered a little too much when the breathing stopped. Years ago I had to get nose surgery because I was't able to breathe anymore through right and left nostrils. I never ever thought I would have breathing problems but too much of one product is a reality. I apparently loved to snort drugs and it made me a mobile snoty mess. In the worst part of my addiction I was working at a salon in Washington DC. I had police tail me wherever I drank and one actually gave me a fair warning. I couldn't stop the crystal meth and it wasn't helping my mental health either. I was living just like an addict and if you knew me back then you would have to say I was in hell. I did not like who I was. I did not like what I became to people around me. I was good natured but never able to clean up. I had relationships at this time and none of them were healthy. I tried too many drugs one night and then mixed up the wrong combonation of pills  and took methadone with a cocktail of opiates.  I was dying that night and wanted to live. There were too many wake up calls and they all seemed to cross in and out of the people who eventually left my life because lets face it, I was not a healthy person I was doing so much of crystal that I thought I would eventually be caught. I wasn't living without getting high and every part of me suffered and now I have over 4 years clear now and slowly a miracle kept me grounded, staying sober was actually working for me in my life. I wouldn't have it any other way.

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